i think what i love most about changmin is how much he fucking hates us
What I want to tell Yunho is that with our relationship as it is, compromising with each other, understanding each other, working even harder in each thing we do for work, we’ll prove to the world that the path we’re walking wasn’t the wrong one. If I’m with Yunho, I believe we can do it. It’s just this.
— Shim Changmin, El Sol
then what does life mean to you, changmin? with a face expression that cannot be explained he wrote on the table ‘?’ with his finger. “i want to find the answer but even if i don’t, the time thinking ‘what is life?’ would make me grow. i believe in that, so even though it’s an question with no answer, i try to enjoy thinking about it. these days i really think positive. back in the day even though i tried my best i felt like it was never good enough. and i used to blame myself. now even if i cant reach the level i thought i can i think ‘ it’s already something that’s done. next time ill try to not regret.’ i try to think positive, like this little by little i want to get closer to my ideal ‘a man who has composure in his heart.’ ★ (Spur Magazine, April 2010)
